If you try to hang on to your lifestyle you’ll lose it.
In Mark it says, “For whosoever would save his life shall lose it; and whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the gospels shall save it “Mark 8:35 (ASV).
There needs to be a time when we no longer do what we want to do. This will only happen when we get our priorities lined up with what really matters in life.
What matters is that there is a time in your life that you say I give up. When was the day you said “I give up”, to God.